TOUŽIT - SMÁT SE - NEŽÍT

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TOUŽIT - SMÁT SE - NEŽÍT

Moc se směju - moc se směju - moc se směju - moc se směju
Moc se směju tomu jak mi je
A rozhodně si nedělám naděje
Když dosáhnu toho po čem toužím
Když nebudu mít žádnou motivaci
Tak nebudu mít žádnou motivaci
Tak zemřu touhou nežít
A lež je oblíbeným doplňkem stravy
Vím!
Jedinec se bojí vykročit z řady
Vím!

Ztratil jsem pro co jsem bojoval
Abych zachránil, oč jsem se nejvíc bál

Přes mraky co plují nad náma
Nevidím, mám pocit že je tma
Necítím vítězství, i když jsem neprohrál
Ztratil jsem, pro co jsem bojoval
Vážím kapky slov, co ulpí na mých rtech
Nepotřebuju slova, nemám co bych řekl
Přišel jsem o část sebe
Vytratili se ze mě zbytky toho, co ve mě nebylo
Přesto dál marně hledám to, co mě zabilo

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DESIRE - LAUGH - NOT TO LIVE

I laugh a lot - I laugh a lot - I laugh a lot - I laugh a lot
I laugh a lot at the way I feel like and I don’t give myself any hope. If I reach something I desire, I won’t have any motivation. If I wouldn’t have any motivation I don’t have to live anymore. And a lie is a favourite side dish. I know. An Individua is afraid to step off the line.

I know!

I’ve lost what I was fighting for to save what I wanted the most. Over the clouds that are flowing above us I can’t see anything. I feel like it’s dark. I don’t feel victory regardless I haven’t lost. I've lost what I was fighting for.
I appreciate drops of words that are stucked on my lips. I don’t need any words, there is nothing else I'd like to say. I’ve lost a part of myself.

Remains of things that have never been in me have faded away.
I still continue to search for what’ve killed me.

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from EP/LP, released March 8, 2015

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01/12/23 OSTRAVA
02/12/23 ZNOJMO
16/12/23 BRNO

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